LIFE IS FUN! (if you want it)

Almost 3 o'clock i still can't into sleeping,don't know reason why...
i guess maybe today happen something i can't believe...is bad thing,is good thing?
every single day,in my mind i always want to---with him...
but i know,it can't be happen,is because of ....
i keep fit everyday,i keeping my body strong before...why should i do that?
i'm asking myself everyday every single moment...
maybe it is because i Stubborn....kidding...what i'm talking now....
whatever,good night everyone...have a nice dream...