Saturday, May 29, 2010


... Sitting in the window the whole night before, waiting for a man cry ....
Leaves floating on the lake fell asleep ...
From the black sky .... chronic in exchange for blue sky...
The street lights outside the window .. also working to cover up the morning ...
Clearly understand ... the end itself is only an ordinary person ...
I thought I was the best ... but, I was wrong ...
The original is with the departure. Can not end ...
Regret along with focal length to write, so I'll make folding ....
I had tried ... tried their best to bring you to forget ...
But I can not afford this burden ..
Some people say .. want to cry on the piano, but remember to write .. so you had better own ..
Familiar with the strange change .. throw me to the memories ...
You say you love has to determine, tired, they do not self-willed ...
Wait .. I have become depressed all night ....
I used to like the work atmosphere ...
Only to find ..

Will continue to care about you bailing ...
Will not have too much emotion to the quiet ...
Feel so close to the original
I should have used ...

Thursday, May 20, 2010

46
天了..
是否你也在想我..

Tuesday, May 18, 2010


Dream

Although the realization of human desires,
Sometimes it brings ...
Fear ...

The so-called, Riyousuosi night had a dream ... ..
Plus ...
Mixed feelings ... thoughts of yesterday ...
May be the reason, cause I made a terrible nightmare ...
Although only a dream ..
But ...
Dream the reality of it ... I can not tell a false ...
Terrible day, it will happen in my real world ....

And you, do as I did in my dreams ...
Always heartbreaking ...
Forward only head down the road .. and not look back ...

Busy city ...
We just pass ....




Monday, May 17, 2010

Busy week ...
Tired ....
Mixed feelings ...
Who knows ...
Hand weight is also important than ever imagined ...
Do not want to return to the past ... but ....
Pretend that the past does not matter .. only to find he can ...

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

残忍无情的你...
过去的事,你可以不再说吗?
!我承认我的错误...我的过错...
但是,我已经很努力的在改变..
难道你不懂吗?
看着自已的手心...
不是疤痕就是伤口...
不明你在想些什么...
明辨是非...
你我相隔...
多少...
新的环境...
可好,要是一个人生活..
不一样的习惯...
总是让人疲倦...
新的姿态...
新的作风...
成熟的对待..
不一样的想法...
不一样的看法...
忙里偷闲..
自我调节...
时间的搭配...
在于自已的手心...
命运...
在于自已的....
不再相看...
只差那一秒...
你我世界就有差别...
黑暗的一面...
展现出可怕的回忆...
星空下..
我静静抬頭向上天祈求...
願妳先找到溫柔,
有人包紮傷口也擋住寂寞..
聽雨追風..
愿..
一切都能随风..
地飘流...
雨淋过几条街都散不掉..
你面无表情的嘴角..
像在嘲笑我的胡闹...
回头看,突然明了..
爱过了使用期效,你就想逃..
我想维持礼貌忘记骄傲..
继续做你唯一的城堡..
做了这决定...不能回头了...
只能...
静静的忍辱负重...
表无感情的你...
时间是我们的一切...
我不想再隐瞒了...
我想把我的一切都告诉你们...
但...要是我说了...
你们会原谅我吗?

Thursday, May 6, 2010

近黑者黑..近白者白...
心情会随着环境的变化...
人,也不例外...
有人说,要看你的为来..首先,看看你身边的朋友...
是好是坏..要看你的脑袋里想些什么...
对你所谓的朋友有什么样的看法...
明白的...不再浪费时间在那些所谓的(-)身上....

伤心的理由原因我不敢去知道...
也不想多问...
因为,我不想看见或者是听见哭泣的你...
想着试着去安慰你那颗伤心哭泣的心...
但是,对不起...我办不到...我没那个能力...

对不起,昏了头...我却给不了你开心,..却只给了你打扰...


但我不希望什么...只希望你能幸福快乐...
面对现实也许需要很大的勇气..但是您总是需要去面对...毕竟这都是事实了...


幸福快乐并不是那么容易...
狂风暴雨后总是晴天...
不在乎他人说什么...
只要有恒心...



我会伤心我会难过...
是因为你的
...伤心..难过...

找不到人說,心里的寂寞...
找不到人懂,怕黑的折磨...
只有簡單筆畫..
卻比想象復雜
恨安定愛變化
卻還是沒能將幸福留下...
愛,是不可數的嗎
為何我還'相信
它不是獨行俠
我在等一個人
在等我的
永恒
用不完身邊,泛濫的自由..
開始怕孤單
是一種詛咒
羨慕我能飛的人
為何在天黑以后
還是寧愿回到
愛情那個枷鎖...

Friday, April 30, 2010

到头来
原来我所做的一切...
都是无奈..
知法犯法,
时间不多了...
觉悟了..
一双腿可以跑几远的路程?


天使

如果你能了解我的一切..
如果你能帮我...
在这一分别这一秒...
如果你能...



跳离舞台褪下戏装让情绪平伏...
试着让您明白...我还在原地...
变踏实方懂珍淡然...

但是..

浮华热闹的过後总是会回到淡然...

越过空间碰一些运气..
意识的下一秒心想碰到你...
剩低我,在这地..
离别终捉到珍惜道理....



记忆再储起..
心中一生的美是曾遇你...
花一生的福气为重遇你...
幸福的定义
也许我该用别一种方式去祝福你们...
不管你或他...一样吧...
要幸福快乐噢..
如果我们不曾相识...
如果我们当初没放弃过...
可能...
他会是我吧...
可能...
变了..
还是.
受了伤,点首更绝情诗
你的背包让我走的好缓慢...
陈奕迅那首歌 是唱的他自己..
心声...
要是每个人的人生都可像彩虹般..
那么美满...
加油..

原来人生也可以来的那么容易那么简单.....
我不要求什么...
我不听白头偕老的口号...
我不要长生不老...
我不想自己活在冰岛...
而灵魂 就算能 和灵魂对调
心还是换不掉...
我不管天荒地老的老套...
我不要长生不老..
我不让天使为我祷告...
而永恒不过让我自编自导...
我宁愿被手铐 也不要止痛药...
对,有时人真的不该对往事留恋地...
白天黑夜... 重复的犯错...
冷落的冰河...几时会溶化?



但我所有的,是在目前滞留...
为了争取时间和空间的'事业
我现在仍然坚持...
我们都不希望下跌,但...
谁永远也不会知道... 谁会?


Thursday, April 29, 2010

I could start dreamin' but it never ends,
As long as you're gone we may as well pretend,
I've been dreamin',
Straight from the heart..
You say it's easy but who's to say..
That we'd be able to keep it this way..
But it's easier..
Coming straight from the heart..
Oh-.straight from the heart
Tell me we can make one more start
You know I'll never go
As long as I know
Give it to me now
straight from the heart
It's coming straight from the heart
i miss you...
can you feel that...even you don't..
i miss you...
my mind keep telling me.. i can't stopping thinking of you..
until my life is over...
i miss you all the time... although even i din't call you or text you..
but i wish you can be here..
beside me..
stay with me...
sorry at all..
now and forever..
i going miss you again...


GENTING TRIP WITH FRIEND



is quick happy and alot of fun over there...
especially,when we chat over there...running in the dawn,although it was morning...
old town cafe.. first world hotel resort.. cable car...and much more...

let's check some photo..



The evening is always the most beautiful




genting night view look nice also...




death space

old town cafe until dawn,crazy hrm?

my those both friend
A jun & T.J


what Do you think he is thinking about, when his face look like that?

upset ? because wanna leaving ..? or it's was a early morning?
Lovelorn?


look at My friend..how happy he is..

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Mengenangmu
Tak kan pernah habis airmataku,
Bila ku ingat tentang dirimu,
Mungkin hanya kau yang tahu,
Mengapa sampai saat ini ku masih sendiri

Adakah di sana kau rindu padaku,
Meski kita kini ada di dunia berbeda,
Bila masih mungkin waktu kuputar,
kan kutunggu dirimu..
Biarlah ku simpan,
sampai nanti aku kan ada di sanaTenanglah dirimu dalam kedamaianIngatlah cintaku,
kau tak terlihat lagi
Namun cintamu abadi

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

加油..
不管我们的未来是如何...
m.f,s.c,t.h,t.j,m.s,t.z,w.y,m.y,mrs.k,brothers...
它没有固定的位置...
它不停的移动...
它没有办法让它自己停留...
仿佛的...
只要它一移动...
只要它停止..
这一切就等于...结束...?
所谓的温柔是可耻的吗 ?
孤独的人真的无所谓 ?无日无夜,无条件...
背叛才是体贴的吗 ?
逃避会比较容易吧 ?
风言风语风吹沙....
时间...
抱歉...

Sunday, April 18, 2010

I
won't give up..
just wanna you happy and Happiness..
won't let you drop tears..
just wanna stay together with you...until end of the day..
wanna you feel like heaven when you're together with me..
swear...
all of this...
but...
would you will give me another chance to do all those thing..?
Time is everything ...
Maybe in your mind ...
I've given up all that ...
sorry ...
You are wrong ...
I do not ...
in your mind.. in your heart ..
i just always a normal person..
you don't know at all...
my heart still with you..
until the end of the day..
i told you everything before.. i'm not kidding..
im seriously..
honesty..
im still love you..

Monday, April 12, 2010

什么都是.... 说的一切...做的一切...无言...

对,我知道我是无权过问你为何要做出这样的态度...

毕竟这一切是我自己拿来的...

信赖,态度...

说好听...应酬...说不好听...小丑... 算了...


如果你知道我在乎..
朋友..

Sunday, April 11, 2010

Martina McBride - My Valentine
If there were no words
No way to speak
I would still hear you
If there were no tears
No way to feel inside
I'd still feel for you
And even if the sun refuse to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart
Until the end of time
You're all i need
My love, my valentine
All of my life
I have been waiting for
All you give to me
You've opened my eyes
And showed me how to love unselfishly
I've dreamed of this a thousand times before
In my dreams i couldnt love you more
I will give you my heart
Until the end of time
You're all i need
My love, my valentine
to you...

Thursday, April 8, 2010


神是我,鬼也是我...

是我说的,是我开口的...
我后悔了...可以吗?
我不想我的生活没了你...

说出那一句...
真正的意思...
你明白吗?


{分开}
只不过想冷静...
想尽办法解决你我之间的问题...


在你的立场,你有认真的去想我们的问题吗?
你在呼吗?
我爱你,你懂吗?
当我看到你的回信...
.......
感觉已说你不再想收到我的信息...

对不起...
我和你之间没有了信任..
别怪自己也别怪任何人..
因为这都不是我们的错..
而是我们的感情基础不够深..
也许你想要的,我办不到..
也也许我想要的,你不知该怎么给..
我们曾经说过要一起努力...
这些都是我的真心话...
我真的很想为你做些让你开心的事情..
但真的还有机会吗?
如果没有我..你还会好好地照顾自己吗?
我希望你会...

也许你会恨我..
但我不会恨你..因为我真心过..
你比任何人更加的保护我...
谢谢你...

一切是否太迟...?
还来的及挽回我和你之间的感情吗?

Saturday, April 3, 2010

这几天发生了许多事..让我看清了感情在这个世界是个什么样的一面..原来可以让人那么的伤...
爱上一个人并不痛苦..
但爱错一个人却是很痛苦..
我们都不会知道对方是否适合我们..
这一切只能靠时间来证明..也许它会带来快乐..也也许它会带来痛苦的折磨..
这一切的一切我们都不能肯定....开心不是没有见过,而不开心总是常见..
尽心尽力的想去爱一个人..但得到的却是狠狠的被拒绝..
爱她不是罪..你有权力追求你想要的..
但如果你成为了对方拼命想放下的包袱..
这样的你,真的觉得开心吗?

爱她就不应该把自己成为对方的负担..
放开她,让她走..
这才是爱她的..
也许固执的你并不想放下..你能做的就是把你对她的感情收在心里..做回你应该做的本分..做朋友,就不应该超越朋友的界线..也许你会痛苦,也许你会偷偷哭泣..但绝对不是你认输..
只能说你太爱她了..
你与我之间... 还有爱的存在吗...
s.p.e.e.c.h.l.e.s.s...

Friday, April 2, 2010

混乱.. 我不知道你想怎样...更不知道你在想些什么...

感觉你已经不知所措了...
情况慢性的变糟...

我现在的所做的"烂"行为是正确的吗?
对..这几天我的语气是有点不同..好像已变了另外的一个人...

可是我这样做,只不过想把你说出你的心声...不要每次好像要说又不想说...
是害怕还是不懂要讲些什么?...猜不透...
让试探为彼此的心上了锁...
逃避..
目前为止,我是否在你心上已留下了阴影?

可以感觉到的..真的没话题..

但是你应该懂...不分你我,都是很注重这段感情地....
我希望我们能够解决我们之间的问题...
...对不起....
我不想每天过着这样的日子....这感觉真的不好受....

这几天相处会比分开还寂寞....

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

因为你,我失去了安全感。
因为你,我失去了自信。
因为你,我失去了原则。
因为你,我失去了理智。
因为你,我失去了我的家友。
因为你,我失去了追求。
因为你,我流下了眼泪。
因为你,我宁愿放弃。
因为你,所有这些都是我的志愿.
Am I supposed to hang around and wait forever
Last words that I said that I was nothing but a broken heart talking baby
You know that wasn't what I meant
Call me up, let me know that you got this message that I'm leaving for you
Cause I hate that you left without hearing the words that I needed you to
And I hope you find it, what your looking for
And I hope it's everything you dreamed your life could be, and so much more
And I hope your happy wherever you are
I wanted you to know that nothings gonna change that
And I hope you find it
相处,关怀,忍耐...
..
我不懂我是否已经付出了没...
爱情是需要经过考验....
你可以离开
您也可以从头再来..
你可以隐藏..
在你所有感情里面的情绪...
我爱你..但又怎奈...
这不是重点了..
在你的感情世界里...
我并只不过是一片发黄的落叶...
我对的起我自已...
我现在的一切...是我的吗?
这感觉来的应该吗??
不想失去你,反而要放生...?

Sunday, March 28, 2010

although now is 4.24 midnight..
although i can't slept..
I'll sitting on the front windows all night..Contemplative me your opinion ...
but I don't feel so alone ... when I think of you...
I miss you, my dear....


&我的之间

在聊天过后的我们...我发觉我们的距离,以开始慢慢的遥远..."了解"?
某天..他人说我很傻..在每一段感情里...情感总是放的都最多..逃避不了的最后伤痕累累还不是自己...不懂~也行这是我对爱情的看法...爱情总是须要付出与关怀...
也有人说我很令人感到烦的..因为很令她人感到困扰...是我的过错还是你的不惯...是我依赖还是你的想法...是我的烦恼还是我的坏处多?
然而经典都只会叫好 ,但难求叫座与'轰动',深思每一幕,醇美渐现,不需花巧却能触碰...
跳离舞台褪下戏装让情绪平伏,变得踏实更加懂得珍爱...浮华热闹的过後回到淡然....
每甘苦试尽,受过历炼,失去过後才能眷恋...试着去了解,谅解,理解...不需刻意叫好但凭诚实真心相处每一天,平凡简单才能真挚爱恋,才能试炼与考验
何时方知需要悔改,原来要受过煎熬...甘苦试尽 受过历炼 失去过後才能眷恋...

我会小小心心地等待
从施舍,从怜悯变成真爱...





And maybe someday we'll figure all this out...
Try to put an end to all our doubt....
Try to find a way to make things better now that,
Maybe someday we'll live our lives out loud....
We'll be better off somehow, someday....worrie..

Song Between US




The stars lean down to kiss you,

And I lie awake I miss you,

Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere.

Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly,

But I'll miss your arms around me

I'll send a postcard to you dear,

Cause I wish you were here.



I watch the night turn light blue,

But it's not the same without you,

Because it takes two to whisper quietly,

The silence isn't so bad,

Till I look at my hands and feel sad,

Cause the spaces between my fingers

Are right where yours fit perfectly.



I'll find opposing new ways,

Though I haven't slept in two days,

Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone.

But drenched in Vanilla twilight,

I'll sit on the front porch all night,

Waist deep in thought because when I think of you



I don't feel so alone.

Idon't feel so alone.

I don't feel so alone.



As many times as I blink

I'll think of you... tonight.

I'll think of you tonight.



When violet eyes get brighter,

And heavy wings grow lighter,

I'll taste the sky and feel alive again.

And I'll forget the world that I knew,

But I swear I won't forget you,

Oh if my voice could reach back through the past,

I'd whisper in your ear,

Oh darling I wish you were here...

Oh darling I wish you were here.....

Tuesday, March 23, 2010


'Distance' is our problem ...But I would not mind, I would not waste time to put herself to trouble, sad ... although this is always not escape provision of the facts ..Therefore, I must cherish every day with you every second ... is not a waste of ...Know time is very harsh, it will not come to a halt for us ....Although I do not know if I can be with you in the Australia ... I really want ... all have come to realize the urgent ...

Saturday, March 20, 2010

看着发黄挂墙吊钟滴答在摇动
带动着脉搏思绪
昨日誓言变成背包愈来愈沉重
变负累刻骨心痛
随时日渡过渐难以入眠
同床异梦更易思迁
公式的过每天 如重覆翻播老片
惊喜欠奉 但细味後 每段有独到戏路
然而经典只会叫好 难求叫座与轰动
深思每幕 醇美渐现 不需花巧却能触碰
某年某月某日信心确曾在摇动
太自负习惯孤仿
跳离舞台褪下戏装让情绪平伏
变踏实方懂珍爱
浮华热闹过後回到淡然
重投热爱发现新鲜
不需刻意叫好 凭诚真相处每天
赏深细味 夕昼共渡 细味每段爱与怒
何时方知需要悔改 原来要受过煎熬
甘苦试尽 受过历炼 失去过後才能眷恋

Friday, March 19, 2010

我很担心你... 时时刻刻都在想念着你~近来的天气不是那么好...在加上这几天你都很忙碌...累积的疲倦才会熬出病来~你要好好照顾自己...喝多些水,知道吗?...虽然有的时候我很长气...我都只是为你好...希望你能体谅我...

Wednesday, March 17, 2010


if i have second chance... i swear, i won't let you have same feeling like today...i know sometime is my mistake... really sorry about that.. but... sometime..i really don't know how to do... maybe one of the reason is... this is first time, we using this relationship to meet each other... deary i really sorry about that ...i make you feel disappointed... please forgive me this stupid guy...

Saturday, January 9, 2010

Sometimes she would rather not know the truth .... better to know ....To know the truth will only hurt yourself more pain, more ....